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I might go streaking again! Who knows!? You only live once.

When I found out about Lake Havasu, I was excited to be getting out of Vegas for a little bit so I welcomed Lake Havasu with open arms. I was not feeling being in that close of quarters with six other girls, ESPECIALLY not with the majority of the people I was staying with. That’s why I gladly volunteered to sleep on the pullout bed. I'd rather have a bad back than wake up to these h*es in my face.

I loved being on the boat because it was relaxing! If only I had gone with people I liked. Even though I always have fun partying with Amy and Elease. I have fun with Gia too, but only when she is away from the other three. Tubing was dope as sh*t! Except for wetting my hair...those weave tracks were due to slip out at anytime man lol!

I did not think those guys at the club were “scavengers” looking for attention like Erica said. Personally, I was trying to have a good time. I wanted to talk to people outside of what I’m used to seeing every day. Why not just relax and have a good time? Erica and the rest were too busy watching what I was doing as opposed to figuring out how they could have fun themselves.

I definitely wasn't surprised that the twins spent their time in their room while on the boat. Number one: they follow Erica's plan of action no matter what. Number two: they aren't adventurous in the least. Number three: they weren't really feeling Lake Havasu at all and kept complaining. At least with them on the boat, I didn't have to hear it!

The division in the house was hella stupid. Having things in common with people is all awesome and dandy, but I honestly believe that when you clique up like that you're doing yourself a disservice. Elease and I started talking and finding out we knew a lot of the same people and stuff and I just got a good feeling about her.

I was pissed when I found out these stupid broads broke my necklace. I loved that necklace. Really it wasn’t a big deal that it was broken, I could replace it. I was just pissed that they were touching my stuff. I NEVER destroyed anyone's property as long as I lived there so it was a slap in the face. I just knew it was one of those four (Erica, the twins or Gia) who broke it. They are the only ones who touch people's sh*t, mostly the twins though because clearly they are the most juvenile.

I was pissed that the girls left because we were in a strange place. Every b*tch knows that if you come with people you leave with the same people. NO EXCEPTIONS. I just hated the four of them together. They were stupid and annoying as all hell.

At the restaurant, I was upset because Gabi and Dani were just being stupid. <!--break-->

It was clear that Elease wasn't going anywhere so get over it! I don’t know what they thought they had to prove. At this this point I would have much rather had Elease stay in the house than Gabi and Dani. I don't know what they were doing but their annoying nature had ascended to being straight up obnoxious. I think the twins were so insistent on getting Elease to leave even after everyone else stopped caring because they wanted to make a name for themselves. I guess this was supposed to be proof of how strong they are allegedly? I don't know, what I do know is it was idiotic.

At this point I'm just really not feeling anyone. I’m going back to my loner status because I'm so annoyed that all I want is to be left alone.

BUT indoor skydiving was aweeeessooommmeeee! I had a blast and I would def do it again!

I do kind of wish I was there when Jenna was fighting with the other girls.

I hadn't the slightest idea they were plotting on her! I definitely would've tried to diffuse the situation. First of all I think the whole beef with them was stupid as f*ck! The only person who legitimately had reason to be mad at her was Gia due to their prior altercation. Erica was just annoyed by her, but I don't think it was that serious and the twins were being their usual follower-selves. Dani used to ask Jenna to braid her hair, now you're trying to fight her all of a sudden? Oooooh kayy.

What I miss most about Jenna is that she was hella fun and funny! She and I shared a rare humor and I loved that. I missed her simply because I came into the house with her first and the loyalty factor was evident. Plus she left me with crazy a$$ Amy to hang with alone! What the hell dude?!

I was surprised that I ended up fighting with Jenna because we got along so well, but she had a crazy streak that I couldn't take. Real friendships thrive on honesty so if I was at all disappointed in her, it had to be known. It definitely made me look at Jenna differently. Our resolution in the house was to have fun and avoid the other ones’ petty dumb a$$ drama and she fed right into it.

Honestly, I was pissed and very upset at Jenna for breaking the “golden rule” of putting guys before her roommates, but I think if had she stayed eventually an apology would’ve been acceptable. As long as she didn't go all f*ckin psycho again!!