posted Monday, February 13, 2012
My expectations going into the house was that these girls were going to hate on me right off the bat.
From the way I look, to the clothes I wear I knew they were gonna have something in store for me.
When I saw that they locked me out, the first thing I thought was I should break this door down! I was fine with the fact everyone wanted to ignore me because I don't need anyone to have a good time but myself. I didn't expect this type of treatment and it was surprising, but I handled the situation well.
My first impression of the girls was: Gia, I thought she’d be cool. Erica, I thought she was the mama bear in the house and that we would have conflict. Mimi, I thought she didn’t have much of a mind of her own and was a follower not a leader. I thought Gabi was square and obnoxious and Dani was square, obnoxious and insecure. I thought Amy was just a crazy person who also follows everyone’s lead trying to fit in.
When I stepped outside the limo and saw my things all over the front lawn I was gonna kill somebody! I could see if I did something to them but I didn't and that's what got me even more upset. I just wanted to get to the bottom of who was responsible.
Being ganged up on was something I've never experienced before but like they always say, there’s a first time for everything. The experience wasn't a good one but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Most people would be scared but I wasn't. I knew I could stand my ground and if I had to fight each girl then that’s what I would do. I don't back down.
What made me come back is I wanted to show these girls they did not win this war and that I'm stronger than all of them combined. I'm always up for a challenge and I never back down.